No one will get any worst den me.....

Im the most unhappy brride in this world. 2 days away from my wedding.....
I cant hold back my feelings towards u guys anymore.....

I really mis-take u guys as my close buddies....now...today....i get to noe where i stand as a fren in ur heart. I just wan to believe wat i believe.....i din misunderstand anything.....

I noe i wont be receiving blessing from u guys....
I noe i should haf hold back my words.....
I noe i should not have show my tempermental.....

Im trying real hard here to be understanding...u guys don help me out with my wedding is ok....i noe all have bz life.....i noe im the one din assign to u wat help i needed.....

All i need is a smile....all they asked for is also a smile......

Why are we the one taking initiatives?

Wat did I done wrong? Maybe I jus deserved all these shit. Even I deserved it....at least be kind n don show it be4 my wedding......

To u guys, I might not be a gd fren....i may not have show enough concern to u....If not willing to help out in my wedding, if not willing to be a fren of mine, tell me early n not to show it to me n let me noe now......

How can u guys be so mean to break my heart now? Not giving me any blessing, also don have to make me sad......

After this entry, or maybe my sms to u guys jus now.....we can only be Hi-bye frens.
Anyway, tonite u already show me, we are juz hi-bye frens.

All i ask for now is to let me noe....will i still be seeing u guys at my wedding.....if not coming....do let me noe asap......i cant take no more upset surprises from no one else......

From the beginning, the day i met u guys.....i should have noe.....im not in the circle....im not in the family.....After each gathering, we go separate ways.....i took bus (lonely)....u guys took train.....

Tonite, i still c ur smile....to the other 3 members.....but not to me......